The Frustration: the most painful part of being
The Knowledge: I am not all I was made to be -- worse than a physical disability
The Effort: of exertion combating incapacity -- exhaustion down a trail of depression
Flying: when at my weakest, once striving is stilled, then I say "no more" and call "its Yours"
Until: ease of expression arises
the Spirit empowers
understanding is surpassed in Joy
So: I desire my exhaustion that I may learn to let go